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[09 Feb 2005|12:21pm] |
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a bug flew into my eye today, wtfz?!
& plus, my bff [slooooot!] is like, going away this weekend & so i have no one to be cute with, ugh.
anyway, i've been having a hard time making decisions lately, it's extremely lame but i'm getting over it pretty quick [...] oh, i also need to stop doodling in class [which is more like me writing my name 20375973932 times over & over because i'm a challenged artist]. at least i got to leave school early today to drink tea & listen to music; quite lovely.
it's seriously time to play around a little bit, i'm sick of commitment. but like, according to my horoscope it says that i'm not going to be single for long - is there a super special person in my near future? Perhaps.
want to be my valentine?
<3Julie
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[05 Jan 2005|09:04pm] |
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[18 Dec 2004|05:06pm] |
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i seem to have stopped writting for a long time, though I don't really know why. tomorrow morning i am leaving for kirkwood, & the snow, & the skiing place - but only for a little while, just enough to get away from life. & plus, i'd rather like a vacation. i've been sick a lot & i think that i'm ready to get better now, so, if that could be arranged i'd very much appreciate it. As for now, things are not too different [i think?] But like, i was in the play, but that ended. Now im in the musical & um, thats nice too. Winter break has started now, & i must say it is wonderful having nothing to do but play & such. oh yeah, & i'm really excited about going to the snow, because snow is fun. the end.
so like, here is this long, long, long survey. i dare double dare you to read it all.
current mood: sick
Current music: atmosphere
Current taste: hot cocoa
Current hair: wet, i just took a shower
Current clothes: sweatpants and a tank top
Current thing I should be doing: drying my hair
Current desktop picture: clouds
Current book: huck finn, for school
=DO I=
Have a dream that keeps coming back: not at the moment
Remember your first love: yeah
Still love him/her: yeah
Read the newspaper: not really
Have any gay or lesbian friends: yeah
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever: yeah
Consider love a mistake: no
Like the taste of alcohol: some kinds
Go to or plan to go to college: yeah
Wish on stars: yeahh, if i need to
=FIRST TIMES=
First crush: haha, a boy named curtis
First kiss: 6th grade
Single or attached: single
Ever been in love: yes
Do you believe in love at first sight: no
=JUICY STUFF=
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing: yes
Have you ever been intoxicated: duh
Favorite place to be kissed: lips =)
=LAST THING YOU=
Bought: chocolate milk
Ate & Drank: cocoa & cookies that i made
Read: huck finn
=EITHER / OR=
club or houseparty: houseparty
beer or cider: cider
drinks or shots: shots
cats or dogs: dogs
pen or pencil: pencil
gloves or mittens: gloves
=LAST PERSON YOU=
talked to: drew
talked to on the phone: kyle
instant messaged: gerard
=HAVE YOU EVER=
Dated one of your best friends: yeah
Drank alcohol: yep
Broken the law: yes
Broken a bone: not really
Played Truth Or Dare: yes
Kissed someone you didn't really know: uh yeah
=RANDOM QUESTIONS=
What's on your bedside table: lamp, pitures, water bottle
What is your biggest fear: being alone
Do you know anyone famous: yes
Describe your bed: comfy & has lots of blankets
Spontaneous or plain: spontaneous
What do you carry with you at all times: cell phone & wallet
How do you drive: uh, in the passenger seat
What is the first thing you look at with the opposite sex: eyes
What color is your bedroom: blue
Do you talk a lot: yeah, i often can
What are the things you truly love: little animals, having fun, being with friends, thinking about being famous, doodling, hot cocoa, starbucks, spinning until i fall down, etc.
<333333333333 sleaze
ps FRIDAY!!!!
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[31 Oct 2004|11:58am] |
i had a lot of fun last night. the daytime was so loooong because i had rehersal from 1-10, yes thats right; 9 hours [!!!] But anyway, after that i changed into a ballerina with an ultra cool crown & went to a party in los feliz. there were so many people there that it was hard to move. hahhaha, oh yeah & justice got pushed in the pool [haha, LOSER] & it was funny, & i laughed. went to ali's house afterwards, which was really crowded/fun/insane too, & it was hard to move through the hallways because people were in the way, but it was still great. slept there, & then woke up early to clean the house [esp. early too cause i didnt know there was a time change until i had woken up already] - then came home. but anywayy, i just thought that i should fonmally say happy halloween. so there, i said it =D
fin.
love.
<3<3<3<3Julie
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| so like, i got a bomb ass tiara. |
[10 Oct 2004|05:51pm] |
some people are LAME, but then, others can be really tite, so thats - okay [?]. anyway, so there I was, about to go out to a party, when [dun dun dun] one dumb slooot ruined my night. but then, i guess it wasnt that bad. but then again, i was dressed up as a kitty cat.
hahahahhahahahhahahahhaha.
( Today we woke up as princesses )
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[27 Sep 2004|09:11pm] |
All in all, it was a good night.
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| Happy birthday to someone. |
[19 Sep 2004|11:41am] |
I know in the past I've caused you pain & I'm sorry. & I'll always be sorry 'till the day I die. & I hate this pen I'm holding because I should be holding you. I hate this paper under my hand because it isn't you. I even hate this letter because it's not the whole truth. Because the whole truth is so much more than a letter can even say. If you want to hate me, go ahead. If you want to burn this letter, do it. You could burn the whole world down; you could tell me to go to hell. I'd go - if you wanted me to. & I'd send you a letter from there.
<3
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[05 Sep 2004|01:16pm] |
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happy fucking birthday to me. it is finally here [!] I <3 a lot of people, & i saw a lot of people last night & a lot of alcohol [too bad it's all gone now]. i hope that all of your days are excelent. i mean c'mon, celebrate, i was fucking born today[?]. well, sorta, except it was a few years ago [. . .] er, yeah.
mmmkay bye.
<3 julie
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[04 Sep 2004|03:25am] |
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so there i was [...]
so i suppose, things didnt work out exactly as planned, but its ok cause they'll turn out better later [like, um soon?]. so yeah, daryl & i made a pow wow on the floor with like 237597325 blankets. but its ok cuz we'll be warm & thats the point, a duhhh. we went to aryas with people & played or something & jacuzzied it up. but daryl & i definately arent sad & lame [definately, definately not]. alie is sleeping on my bed but daryl & i are not, we're too busy drawing on my mirror . . . not that anyone would get that or anything. but we're pregnant [colored condoms dont work; esp. yellow ones] & then we got abortions & on september 11th we're going to die. so, goodbye, my birthday should be tite thought.
birthday = TOMORROW[!!!]
<3<3<3julie
ps everyone who is myfriend can come to my housee cuz im having a kickback & i bought some alcohol already, but bring more if you can to make sure there is enough. & it should be a bunch of drunk cool people. but only come if you know for a fact that you are cool [ask me if you are unsure]. adios.
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Have you ever been in love? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest & it opens your heart & it means that someone can get inside you & mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build this whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They do something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, & then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats at you & leaves you crying in the dark, so simple a phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or "how very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter which works its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-out-you-apart pain. I hate love. but yet, all of our lives we search for someone to love, someone that makes us "complete". We choose partners & change partners & we dance to a song of heartbreak & hope. while, all the time we're wondering if somewhere, somehow, there's someone perfect who might be searching for us.
& some days it really isnt worth it to pull myself together. after 9 1/2 months its gone. oh, oh, oh, it hurts
</3
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| ...stole cupids arrow & came to rescue me |
[20 Aug 2004|10:15am] |
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where'd you take those bedroom eyes? not assuming you wanna keep 'em. i'm assuming you reckon you won't.
here i am: wide eyed. knee deep in suprise.
so heres to those times & those little secrets that when you think about - you just can't help but smile :)
<33333333333333
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[18 Aug 2004|05:45pm] |
it might not stay the same, but still:
1- (H) CHEMISTRY: DECUNZO
2- (AP) US HISTORY: WOOLERY
3- CALCULUS: TOURVILLE
4- JUSTICE & PEACE: RAUSCH
5- ACTING II: WELDEN
6- (AP) LANGUAGE: NELSON
7- SPANISH III: MADEN
do i have classes with anyone?
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[16 Aug 2004|01:22pm] |
i just looked through my journal & when i read my entries from the past month or so it reminded me of all the things i have done & people i've seen. its funny how people change & come in & out of your life. i dont know, it's just nice. i've changed so much, most of the things i wrote dont even sound like me - strange. well summer is coming to a close. it's booksale on wednesday so i get to know my schedule for next year, very un-exciting. surfing at the beach was one of the best experiences ever, i want to go back [...] i want to live there. well, im about done.
<333
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| yaaaa braaaa. |
[08 Aug 2004|12:20pm] |
I was five and he was six
We rode on horses made of sticks
He wore black and I wore white
He would always win the fight
b a n g, b a n g - he shot me down
b a n g, b a n g - i hit the ground
b a n g, b a n g - that awful sound
b a n g, b a n g - my baby shot me down
Seasons came and changed the time
And I grew up, I called him mine
He would always laugh and say
"Remember when we used to play?"
b a n g, b a n g - he shot me down
b a n g, b a n g - i hit the ground
b a n g, b a n g - that awful sound
b a n g, b a n g - my baby shot me down
Now he's gone, I don't know why
And till this day, sometimes I cry
He didn't even say goodbye
He didn't take the time to lie.
b a n g, b a n g - he shot me down
b a n g, b a n g - i hit the ground
b a n g, b a n g - that awful sound
b a n g, b a n g - my baby shot me down
yes!
do it!
do it twice!
woo!
bye until i am back.
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[21 Jul 2004|09:34pm] |
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in the face of change
is when i think to myself & say,
"i'm not sure anymore . . ."
at least i am alive & well. if nothing is ventured then nothing is gained, right? I dont need to explain myself to you.
have you ever been a part of something that you thought would never end? & then, of course, it did. whatever, the show goes on & i can't afford to care anymore.
bravo, bravo.
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| you're a carbon kid, so sinister |
[11 Jul 2004|08:47pm] |
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sleeping alone, except under a doctor's order, is harmful. all teenagers will tell you how lonely it is to sleep alone. If possible, sleep with a person that you love. you'll both wake up feeling better in the morning. well, i suppose that is only if you're love cares enough to come over so you arent alone, if not, then i guess you're fucked. to love is to suffer. to avoid suffering, one must not love; but then one suffers from not loving. Therefore, to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer, to suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love; to be happy then is to suffer, but suffering makes one unhappy; therefore to be unhappy one must love or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness [...] I hope you're getting this down.
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[07 Jul 2004|04:05pm] |
i'm baaaaaack. we'll i've acutally been back since sunday night. happy belated 4th of july to you all. oh yeah & it is 8 months today [!] <333. things have been relaxed. i never do anything with my life - it's nice. tianna is moving on sunday & i want to cry because it is sad & so on. on the other hand, people are so weird, like one minute they're cool & then they change & they arent so cool anymore & they are completely not the person that they were. or maybe they are, but you just never really noticed that slightly different side to them, maybe its cuz you [or me] have changed, but nonetheless you dont like the change & it's bad. that didnt make sense but it doesn't need to anyway.
adios.
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| those crackheads who steal tires [california here we come, right back where we started from] |
[22 Jun 2004|10:42pm] |
I just came home from a break in las vegas. it was really a lot of fun. i went with embeeeeee. we have the coolest pictures too, like when the photobooth said to "say cheese" & of course [because i am so smart] i actually did - it's so terrible that it is great. I also have a picture of my cheak with a great blue kiss mark becaues one of the blue men kissed me[!]. hmmmm. well tonite i was suposed to sleep at someones house but i was let down. it's kind of sucks but whatever, i'll simply have to get over it [not that i have a choice or anything]. i also really hate people who lie. it is so dumb & makes me feel like i have no friends [which i dont, but whatever]. people make me so mad sometimes all the time!!! jowkejrklwjejkewotrewoithwt. i'm not sure if being back in town is as comforting as i thought. actually, so far it really sucks.
viva las vegas,
<3Julie
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| [oh!] the summer nights |
[16 Jun 2004|01:13pm] |
for the first time in my entire entire life i got straight a's.
oh my fucking god, i feel . . . smart(?)
if this is real, then what has the world come to?
by the way, happy summer lovin' to all of you. i hope that it has been nice. i was planning on getting tan today, but [of course] it is the only day that there is no sun. also, i am leaving for vegas this sunday, but until then i am just playing around the town [except today since i am at home]. right now i kind of feel like making pancakes even though im not very hungry. i made pancakes on sunday & it was quite fun. all you people reading this right now should stop & call me because its summer & we need to hang out [cause i can't say the usual "see you at school"] so if you are reading this & dont call, then you cant see me & that won't be any good. my god, i wish i was cool.
<33333333333333
Julie
ps. did anyone get the hidden message in that?
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